...can we forget about the things i said when i was drunk...i didn't mean to call you that

well, two mildly misleading characteristics of the following open statement:

I wasn't drunk, and i'm not sorry for whatever i said, SO F YOU ALL. anyway, my night in a nut shell...

2:30 Wake up
3:00 Shower
3:30 A hit of X
4:00 Three more hits of X
5:30 Dinner with L-W kids and only one last hit of X, and a line of coke
7:00 Musical reenactments with Mattack
8:00 Cheesey's play, starring Cheesey as A SLUTTY ASS WHORE and Stef as, well, himself...hehehe
10:00 Pregaming, in which i was not pregaming, with Ramma, Chers and Sars...and little pow-wowing and potato chips...
11:30 Vandy...which SUCKED and was out of 1) Free sex 2) jello shots 3) handcuffs 4) orthotricyclin
11:45 A Duke's Man's b-day partaaaay in Morse, with Mattack and Rachee
1:00 Party gets busted (apparently, table dancing is a liability...)
1:30 Yorkside with an eclectic gang of pizza-eating whore mongerers...
2:00 Mattacks room with two of "da doox", which included 1) birthday strip shows, only for the priveleged 2) Aida sung by the spice girls 3) chinese gossip 4) cunnilingus
3:30 Finally...some major sleepage...

So...that was my eventful night in a nut shell that went from sleeping back to sleeping in a matter of 12 hours...isn't that amazing?? it was all good fun...but there are a few minor details which i had to leave out, not out of respect for myself, but out of respect for them. imagine that? i'm not being selfish!!

So, song for the day, that i think a few of us will be able to relate with:
"...heard it all before (heard it all before~), all of your lies! all of your sweet talk, baby this, baby that! but your lies ain't working now (now!) LOOK WHO'S HURTIN' NOW, see i had to shut you down, i HAD TO SHUT YOU DOWN!!..."

today is such a bootiful day, but i didn't wake up until 3:00...and pretty much just pissed my day away. here's all the shit that i gotta get done:
1) check my chinese homework
2) order my skiing stuff
3) study for my math midterm on wednesday (which...might i add, will be my FIRST midterm b/c I'VE NEVER HAD A MIDTERM BEFORE...i hope it doesn't hurt too much...)
4) memorize chinese characters
5) study of the city reading...which i probably will not even read...(and by probably, i mean just "i will not read")
6) study of the city rough/draft-ish type paper...(which isn't even due till tuesday, HAH!)

i have finally discovered my stand on random hookups and one night stands:
thanks to the help and guidance of Meims, i have realized:
A) when it comes to random hookups, all you are REALLY doing is sharing saliva with a potentially gross person (it's "potentially gross" b/c once you sober up...)...and if you do any thing more than that, it's even grosser, cus its just sweaty limbs, alcoholic breath, and that really sour smell that saliva makes on your skin after being rubbed...yeah--gross, isn't it??
B) when it comes to being lonely and wanting a significant other, you'll come to realize that even with your beau or your babe, you'll STILL FEEL LONELY and you'll realize that loneliness isn't anyone else's fault but yourself. that's why, apparently, god gave man and woman the gift of, not fire, but masturbation. (<--that one's for your bookie!!)

so, those are my profound words for the day.

much love to the flower lady. PEACE!