SENSITIVITY

be wary: this is the beginning of a relatively serious matter. (translation: it's my bitch time)

SENSITIVITY...if there's one thing i can say: it's a bitch.

it pisses me off.

dammit dammit dammit. how do i even get myself into these situations, you might ask. well, the answer is that i don't "get myself" into situations, i PUT myself there unnecessarily. i thought that i learned a big lesson last semester: it's not worth it to care about anyone else's but your own. i thought i had learned that, and i did for a time...i did. but some how, i've respawned into my wiley ways in a relapse of judgement, and now i am back in the cycle again of caring about people's shit...and worrying about other people...and wondering and caring and every -ing verb out there. maybe it's because taking care of myself is relatively easy: all i have to do is eat, shower, and brush my teeth (and wear my retainer at night). so maybe i get strewn into unnecessary issues because of that...and get messy with other people's shit b/c mine is fine on its own. the only problem: it ends up making me feel complicated and making my life feel complicated.

when it comes down to it: life can be bitchy.

ANYWAY: i saw Mean Girls starring big tittied Lindsay Lohan. it was really good...go out and spend the 9 bucks to see it. it's cool. all the cool kids are doing it.

i should go to bed. it's not worth it to be awake at this point.