Battling Depression: You can find help

So, for Study of the City, i play the role of the unfamiliar bigbox chain, Wal-Mart (have you heard of it? most people haven't. *weird*).

anyway, there are development teams that are supposed to contact the retailers.

i was never contacted.

and, because of this, i may not even get to participate in this simulation game.

i'm sad. i took it personally. no one thought i was cool enough as a person to e-mail Wal-Mart...Wal-Mart was only ranked No. 1 as Fortune's Most Admirable Company...and I was only ranked No. 1 as "Best Eater" in 4th Grade.

weather is getting better. school isn't too bad right now, even though i know the shit is about to hit the fan with the paper due and all that jazz.

last nite (probably not the best of decisions), i decided to "trail off" from my work a bit, and take a "break"...which ended up making me eat lots of noodles (that i felt were growing in my throat and choking me) and sleep without brushing my teeth.

i took a shower today!! it's so weird in college...back in HS, if i didn't take a shower in the morning, i would feel subconscious...i was also worried that people might be able to tell through my sweater that i was pregnant with Mr. Lawson's child. that's beside the point...now, i take a shower like ever other saturday, and (though i am mildly self conscious about it) i don't really care.

plus, it's a good excuse for why no one hits on me. it's because i didn't shower...right~